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I’m gonna MISS YOU to the max again…
14 days to go again…
Hope it will pass as fast as a thunder
Days are getting near and near..
3 more days to go..
I’m very happy that dear dear is coming and I can see him le.
But things happen at home just make my tired days worse..
I know she is not at fault as to grumbled and grumbled..
She just can’t do anything to it.. Coz after she grumbled things still happen the same way..
Just don’t understand what is he doing outside of this house..
Money Money Money
Money is always the problem which leads to their quarrel..
Just hate that… Can you be a MAN…
It seems that every month you are just giving her a hundred plus for family expense which make her always taking out extra money from her bank to pay for the bills.Which all this are suppose to pay by you when u used to give her 700 per month for all this..
I just don understand.. I’ve stop taking money from u all.. This make u all save up a few hundred per month.. How come she is still so tight with the money…
Is because YOU are just so irresponssible to be a father…
I HAD NV FELT THAT U ARE CONSTANTLY CONCERN ABOUT OUR WELFARE..
AREN’T YOU AFRAID THAT U WILL BE ALONE ONE DAY..
MAYBE U DON EVEN CARE ABOUT THAT..
I JUST HATE IT…
ARGHHHZZZZ…………………….
THERE’S JUST NO PLACE FOR ME TO VENT MY ANGER AND FIRE…
I DON MIND HEARING HER TELLING ME ALL HER UNHAPPY THINGS..
BUT ALL THIS MAKE ME MORE UNHAPPY COZ I KNOW U ARE NOT HAPPY..
IT SEEMS LIKE YOU ARE NOT HAPPY WHENEVER HE IS AROUND…
BUT I CAN SEE YOUR HAPPINESS WHENEVER YOU GO OUT WITH JASMINE AND ME..
I LIKE TO SEE YOU TO BE HAPPY…
This is a quite a boring weekend for me.. Really nothing to do… nothing to watch…..But Dear Dear’s admin time oso long.. that’s mean he can talk to me more… haha
I bought the Selina’s new book that day during my lunch after having lunch alone near my office as Rachel is not in town.. As I was walking over to Bugis the sky is quite windy.. look like is going to rain.. I was thinking it might not rain so fast coz buying a book doesn’t take very long time.. So I headed to Kinukuniya to look for the book.. I was searching high and low for that book on the shelves where they put those taiwan books.. But i cant find it.. So I decided to give up.. But deep in my heart there’s seems like some energy telling me not to give up so I walk to the cashier wanted to ask about that book.. Just as i was saying “HI DO YOU ALL HAV…” I saw the cashier holding on to the book which I want.. Den I suddenly stop my sentence and went “OH how much is this book?” She said $22.. I was like ok.. Then ” Do you have a new piece?” She replied that is the last piece… Then Ok so I bought it.. They even got a discount of 10% and that book oso comes with a pack of material for u to do either an earring or a braclet… Is either one u will get it by random.. So mine is the earring…Ah Mei and i try to do the earring but the earring in the end was make into another shape by ah mei… Haha shall upload the photos when my card reader is working properly…
Can you believe it the above 3 babies are dolls… They are not human beings… but they look 100% like human beings…
In the day, I get to learn alot of new things..
Time flies so fast without realising that is lunch break..
Remaining working hours after lunch break flies faster then I think…
But in the night, time just past so slow.. especially looking forward to your day of booking out..
Although is getting nearer and nearer, the time seems to be dragging longer and longer…
My night become so quiet… I miss you so badly especially during the night keeping my ears as clear as possible so as to not to miss your missed call..
Days are getting hotter and hotter lately due to the stupid people who burn their forest every year just for their own needs which cause harm to people all around it.. To all my love ones ; DRINK MORE WATER AND EAT MORE FRUITS AND VEGE OK.. SO THAT YOUR BODY CAN FIGHT AGAINST THE HOT WEATHER AND THE HAZY AIR AROUND US… DON’T FALL SICK…IF NOT LIFE WILL BE MISERABLE…
Today is the third day without my dear dear..
Miss him more and more as days goes by..
Days are getting nearer towards his book out day..
Today he started to have introductry training..
Hope today he won’t have headache..
Starting work on Monday at fei working place there. The manager is very shuang kuai to give me 1500 as my starting pay… Hope everything goes smoothly in this three months and have a good working experience…
Dear Dear finally went into Tekong to start his next phase of life to become a Man, just like what the catalogue says haha. To my own surprise, I did not cry at the time of departing. Don’t want to walk off in tears because I don’t want him to worry about me.. I’m stronger then I think leh haha.. Cause all the while I felt that I will cry for sure when I leave Tekong alone seeing dear dear had to stay there for two weeks. Cause last year when Darren and me send YY in both of us had a very weird feeling when we finish the meal and walk to the jetty and go our separate ways. I did cry for the last few nights at dear dear house when we are sleeping. Hiaz hope this two week will be over as soon as possible.Then he can have a 4 days break before booking in again. Whao.. sound good rite!( maybe this is the thing which kept my tears away)
Must thank the Muslim for having their new year at this period.. Haha after that shall wait for Deepavali and again let’s thanks the Tamils for celebrating their new year…
All the while dear thought that he will go into company N which is Ninja. Luckily he went into Pegasus… He is in platoon 3 and section 4. I saw Lai bun’s name also he is in Pegasus too but different platoon.. But nv saw him leh.. While in Tekong I was keeping a look out for Darren’s company But when i saw his company alot of them was wearing the same thing how to see who is who.. Also walk pass Mohwak and Leopard saw a group of Ns man doing morning exercise.. trying to see got jeremy anot also cannot see anyone.. All look the same plastic specs plus bald head.. haha went to can guan their bunk oso.. look ok lah quite big…
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