OooUnhappiness AsideooO

A lot of stuffs went through my mind last nite. Especially when I reach home. Last night to me, is somehow a disaster yet wonderful night. Somehow we talk in a rather harsh manner earlier on. But after I went out with my friends I seems to forget about our unhappiness ealier on, cause is a very small matter. But later at night I say something which makes his mind bersek. That’s when he cant control any more. Then I decide to go find him. When I see him, his face is so stress and tired. dear dear emotionally break down. I really don know wat to do at the moment. From that moment I can confirm that he loves me more than anybody else. This make me more sure that luckily I make the right choice by goin down to find him. After he tell me all his unhappiness and the things which makes him so stress and vex, can see that he really feel much better.

When I think back, I feel that actually we did not quarrel last night. Is just the…. mmm I also don know how to say. Feel much better now although there is one more thing which makes me really sad and disappointed last night but I don wish to say and think about it anymore. Not everything is within my control also. Just like what mie say, treasure what I have now. At least I know, I never regret each and any of the decisions I made so far.Today went out dear dear, actually dear wanna eat sakae sushi de. But too bad there is no buffet for weekends, then we end up eating KFC. Dear bought a blouse for mummy. hope mummy will like it.. haha.. Mummy’s birthday is around the corner. Tmr will bringing her out to eat at east coast.

Yesterday when walking down Orchard road. Have a feeling that time really flies. Last year today, everything is so different from now. Now I feel that I cant balance everything nicely. There is something which i dont have last year but I have it now. While there is also things which I have it now but I dont have it last year. I know the way I saying this is somehow complicated. That’s the way I feel now… Something are really drifting away from me further and further which I cant even catch it back no matter how hard I tried.