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Recap for the week…
Let me recap wat i’ve been doin the last week.. Busy working one monday to friday sian… But on fri after work i went to aloha loyang to stay for two nights.
Is dear dear’s sis 21st birthday.. Quite fun.. Very crowded also.. Almost everybody of their relatives is there.. First day we had bbq, second day we had buffet… Hiaz too bad i need to work in the morning i had no chance to play and enjoy with them. When i came back is like kinda late le so cannot play much things. On the second night, after packing up the chalet with dear dear we wanted to go to the beach.. But who noes the gate is lock we cant go out of the aloha area… Den dear carry a chair from the swimming pool there and brought it to a place facing the beach hahah we sat there and talk but the feeling is so different coz no wind at all… hahah Check out on the third day morning and went to singapore expo with dear dear coz he wanted to buy digicam. Supposely we are goin back to my house for dinner.. But dear mummy ask him to go back factory wash the car first.. Haha help dear dear wash the car is fun,although is quite tiring … let me post some pic later haha
OooUnhappiness AsideooO
A lot of stuffs went through my mind last nite. Especially when I reach home. Last night to me, is somehow a disaster yet wonderful night. Somehow we talk in a rather harsh manner earlier on. But after I went out with my friends I seems to forget about our unhappiness ealier on, cause is a very small matter. But later at night I say something which makes his mind bersek. That’s when he cant control any more. Then I decide to go find him. When I see him, his face is so stress and tired. dear dear emotionally break down. I really don know wat to do at the moment. From that moment I can confirm that he loves me more than anybody else. This make me more sure that luckily I make the right choice by goin down to find him. After he tell me all his unhappiness and the things which makes him so stress and vex, can see that he really feel much better.
When I think back, I feel that actually we did not quarrel last night. Is just the…. mmm I also don know how to say. Feel much better now although there is one more thing which makes me really sad and disappointed last night but I don wish to say and think about it anymore. Not everything is within my control also. Just like what mie say, treasure what I have now. At least I know, I never regret each and any of the decisions I made so far.Today went out dear dear, actually dear wanna eat sakae sushi de. But too bad there is no buffet for weekends, then we end up eating KFC. Dear bought a blouse for mummy. hope mummy will like it.. haha.. Mummy’s birthday is around the corner. Tmr will bringing her out to eat at east coast.
Yesterday when walking down Orchard road. Have a feeling that time really flies. Last year today, everything is so different from now. Now I feel that I cant balance everything nicely. There is something which i dont have last year but I have it now. While there is also things which I have it now but I dont have it last year. I know the way I saying this is somehow complicated. That’s the way I feel now… Something are really drifting away from me further and further which I cant even catch it back no matter how hard I tried.
~~ScaRy~~
Assessment is over but still need to do some improvement..
Attachment is coming soon wondering how is it goin to be like working this type of line in the out side world.. Really don dare to imagine… Coz it seems scary to me… donknow had been having weird dreams lately since last week. I remember i had a scary dream the nite before my assessment.. Make me
wake up from my sleep. Is about a car accident.. When i thought of it it seems so scary coz the dream is so real.. In the dream i can feel the impact of the crash… Yesterday nite i dreamt of me goin for a mathematics examination. it seems to be a large examinations i even borrow calculator from my sister is so weird isn’t it.. Coz the course i study now is far beyond mathematics it has been a long time ever since i touch on maths le… gotta go write on my report le
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