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EarLy
Im so early today, don know why also… i board my bus at around 7.20 like tat. i ran for for my bus hahah. i don like to wait so long for the bus tat why i ran although i still got time for the next bus… after i board the bus, feel my heart thumping so hard. like cant breathe like tat… den my stomach also don know why this few days abit weird… like very bloated inside but cant pass anything out leh… now alone in the lab donknow where to go oso coz i don know where is our class today held cms or lab? i will wait until 8.30 if no one comei will go down to cms to take a look. This few days i’ve been thinking about something. i told myself not to think but i just cant control my thoughts leh… i will keep analysing and think back. Am i really thinking to much? but sometime girls intuition is quite zhun u know… Just feel so don know how to describe… i cant do anything i oso don dare to do anything. i would like to noe what really happening and yet im scare that i cant face the fact… OMG.. im so contradicting… is that me? haha.. will be kinda busy for this weekend… need to go to a few places for the graduation shooting… sianz really sianz… thought can rest at home or what .. but still need to go to these places from morning till night leh… i think it will be very tiring lor..
Boliao… Really boliao…
Today James conduct a quite interesting lesson. Is about talking language… He said girls and guys are diferent. Girls is photoshop cs while guys are photoshop version 3. Guys are slower n reaction to girls haha… Taking an example, when a couple is talking.. when the girl is talking to the guy but the guy did not really pay attention. Guys pls don think that girls don know wat u are thinking orh. Girls are more cleverer than u think. haha.. so sianz now in tudent lab doing nothing and waiting for the camera to come back to shoot.. but i think there’s not much time for us to shoot. hiaz sianz arh… really sianz.. faster finish lesson i wanna go home.. i wanna watch wang zi bian qing wa. hahha really too boring liao now.. im writing so much rubbish here… im oso doin a stupid thing.. talking to lihui and darren thru msn when both of them are beside me now.. so do u think the three of us is just so boring and bo liao…
Man usually choose to tell lies to….
Not their fathers
Not their mothers
Not their brothers
Not their sisters
Not their friends
Not their sons
Not their daugther
But………….
TO
THEIR WIVES
Early bird
Early morning, just reach school. Feel so tired in the bus today, long time never sleep until so sound in the bus. While sleeping im scare tat i will slp thru and miss my stop. luckily i didnt.. i also thought i will be late coz i feel tat the bus is kinda slow maybe i feel tat im slping too long tats why i thought im late… hiaz i feel so restless since yesterday, don know why leh… just don feel like doin anything…. mind so blank…. nothing to say and talk about oso… later still got the canon talk and drawing lesson… Really feel so sian…head feel kinda heavy when i woke up this morning… eyes very dry oso…
…In school…
Can u believe it is holiday yet im still in school during this hour… Hiaz sian u should noe la, avp again… Me and Darren came back to transfer the tape footages to digital format so tat we can show it to Chris when sch re-open on monday…the transfering is just so slow.. it had ben transfering since six something until now only about half of it probably more than half now.. Im so hungry just now.. hungry until my stomach so pain… don know why leh? Seldom it will pain de leh.. but don know why today is like cannot control the pain… so me and darren ask our school mate to help us to look after our stuffs while we go and eat… When we was about to cross the road over to fortune center.. we saw a taxi crash into another taxi.. *Bang* actually not very loud just the sound of glass breaks… When went to fortune centre to look for food haha .. but all the shops is close hiaz… den me and darren walk until sim lim to buy food and buy the firewire card so tat we can go home to transfer the tape as matthew allow us to bring back the tape don know wat to transfer to com de.. We saw huiteng and christine at sim lim they will there to buy hard disk cover… Den now we still waiting for it to transfered is so slow.. can u transfer faster… is kinda late le.. u noe.. hahaha…dear dear i miss u so much… haha.. im bored to death here in school.. anyone saw my blog pls come to nafa to collect my body hahaha…
~BLANK~
Feel like writing something… but somehow my mind quite blank.. don know wat to write.. this few days a lot of things happen… especially yesterday. i don know how to describe my feelings yesterday.. althought now things seems to be better but i really hope dear dear don think of leaving me again… u can say u don wish to leave me and don wish me to leave u … den pls don think of leaving me again … coz i won leave u and i don wan u to leave me oso… u need time i will give u … i’ll give u as much time as u wan.. last nite after so many things really feel so thankful tat i say out everything to let u noe wat things actually make me the most sad when being with u.. Coz i really cant understand why u keep on saying u bring me unhappiness mmore than happiness when u are not the one feeling it… u only feel it from ur side.. although u are someone who think very far but last nite i don feel tat u are… dear dear u said u will cherish me… so pls don say u wanna leave me le ok…hope after yesterday night u really really noe wat i want…and noe wat hurt me most… i cherish u alot too.. we will work hard for our future ok… no matter how hard the life is goin to be.. i won give up… DEAR I LOVE U>
uNtiTleD
This few days busy filming our stuffs again.. yesterday went to mie house to shoot her and interview her… saw her dog ah boy, its been years since i last saw ah boy…but i still scared of it…
After her house we went back to my house to look thru wat we shoot and see wat we actually still short off.. Den today we went cityhall mrt to shoot people goin in and out of the mrt .. other than tat we went to esplanade to shoot the whole process of sunset… is so nice… when i was there i keep thinking of dear dear.. miss him so much.. hope he is really ok.. hope i my sms won make him fan… Dear dear this few days is feeling kinda down… wanted to help him but i don know how to help… he hurt himself quite a few times.. by the lorry door.. hiaz feel like seeing him and sayang him… dear dear pls take very good care of urself… i won blame u for being fierce or not talking to me.. i will understand… i will wait for u for this two weeks.
Tired….
Im so tired… Busy doing our filming which i don really like… coz is jus so sian lor… nvm u all won understand just a few of them will understand wat im saying… but i enjoy doin the road interview… Darren and I interviewed strangers outside rp and bishan… About wat is love? To them wat’s the defination of love… Some of them really ans really well… haha there’s one cute auntie too.. We are even chase off by the security guard at bishan J8 haha…
To me what is love? Love is just so hard to describe… Love can make one really happy and it can oso make one feel so hurt and sad… So wat are the pro and cons having love in our life… Issit good to have love or u rather don have it… IS just so hard to describe love…
10.17AM
Yesterday is a tiring day for me…. First day of our shooting, the weather is so freaking hot… Luckily we shoot our stuffs at my house here so we no need to carry the equipments too far… den we still can go up my house to rest a while. hahaha.. Den yesterday we manage to shoot 3 interviews. Den later in the evening, mie darren yeying dear dear and me went to orchard paragon ding tai feng to eat ask yy wanted to go there to eat… i feel that the food over there is ok la nothing special… but the siew mai is so cute… aiyah should have shoot a picture of that siew mai…
Just now went to dear dear’s blog, saw mie’s tag …. after seeing tat really wanted to tell mie.. thanks for understanding me… really don know wat to say except thank you… feel touch after reading tat… We will be best sisters yeah! hehe All the best to u n jeremy ….
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