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Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend – you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren’t interested in wasting time with people you don’t really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:
You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
PLs Don EveR ScaREd Me WiTh Ur WOrds AgaIn
I really don wish all this to happen again… i won let anybody affect us. and im gonna make things clear…
No matter how harsh the words may be how hurting it may be i will still say.. I don wan anything from u any more…im not short of anything… im happy and contented with wat i have now.. i don need any extra things.. if u have extra money and pls keep it to urself… if u really wanna spent it, donate to the charity.. there is a lot of people who need all this money… Pls grow up and think more… if u really noe how to think u won be taking money from ur parents now… and spenting their money like wat… u won have any future if u carry on like this… Pls don treat me too good … And pls Know ur limits… Regardless is intentionally or unintentionally pls noe where u stand.. and pls don cross over the line… if not i really cant believe wat will happen to me… i might do things which everybody don like… by den pls don blame me for saying i changed or wat…if one day i ever changed tat is non of ur business too… if u still believed im still the one tat u think.. so be it… and stop saying people changed me or wat… u don know wat thing actually happen so don judge people…And When did i become a someone who don care about wat other think? if im really so, i will not be here saying all this now… i would have say it earlier.. and even more harsh and hurtful… coz i don care about other feeling any more le mah…so wat is there which i don dare to say rite? Things Would be worse now if we nv treat u as a fren. He even told u don treat him as transparent and u doesnt seem to understand or wat…the things u do if u think is helping him but indirectly u are treating him as a transparent… PLs noe where u stand pls… Why all this words just cant get into ur head… why u just don understand.. Even u say u understand all this den why u still do all this… sometimes just really don understand… u can argue tat that was not ur intention or motive of doin tat stuffs.. but the way u do things really make people think this way… will anybody believe u… I can tell u more half of the people out of ten won believe u… Coz is just too fake which u don realise… seriously now i really don care wat u will think of me. is none of my business too
Seriously i hate the feeling u walk close to me, i hate the feeling when u tried to explain urself sometime is just so fake… the things u do just don link with the things u do… pls don climb on top of our head… we have our limits too…sometimes i wonder don u feel weird when going out with us…maybe u nv feel it… sometimes just wonder don u noe how uncomfortable i feel whenever u walk close to me.. i tolerate very long liao… i just keep quiet sometimes and just walk off or change side by not walking beside u… but don know why in the end u will still walk beside me… im jus so tired changing position… and u just don know wat exactly happen… sometime really wondering u really don know wat happen or wat..And Pls stop doing thing which u think can help us…but U are wrong… very very wrong… i don care any more whether u are my fren anot… i wanna make things very clear… i don wan any more such things to happen again…if ever such things happen again… there is nothing more i can say coz after making things so clear yet u still don understand…
I hate This FEeling…………….. GRHZ……………..
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Why IS ThiS So I Don REallY unDerStanD……
CanT i HavE a PeaceFul Life……………………..
I Don WAn ANY SURPRISES……………………..
NO SURPRISES FROM ANYBODY PLS…………..
ChaRactEr Of HuMan
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People Are Like teaBags,
U Have to PuT Them inTo Hot Water
Before U caN KnOw
HoW Strong TheY Are.
The Magic Of Love
Love is not judgemental
Love is lending a hand to anyone in need
Love is not painful
Love is knowing the sacrifies are well worth it
Love is not biased
Love is recoginizing someone’s pain and comforting them
Love is not difficult
Love is opening your heart to those who want to give
Love is not selfish
Love is putting another’s heart above your own
Love is not blind
Love is being able to look in the manner
and know you are someone special
Love is not complex
Love is a sincere smile
Love is not distant
Love is heartfelt hug
Love is the one true gift we have share with everyone,anywhere and an inlimited supply
And today, i want you to know how much i love u!
WAAAA……………… Long entry
Today wake up rather early coz need to go to ah gong house pray. When mummy wake me up at 8 o clock my eyes can hardly open but still have to force myself up if not mummy will scold me for sleeping late last night.. but im not wasting my time last nite im doin my presentation stuffs. Daddy brought us to defu lane for breakfast. den we went to ah gong house. finish drawing my monster at his house.haha the monster look quite nice but daddy say not fierce enough… Daddy sent us home after lunch coz is raining but before that he send my ze gong home… Don know why today see my ze gong he seem to be getting older and weaker. Conpare to my gandpa who is his elder bro he look more weak… and he oso become skinnier le.. everytime he come to ah gong house or we go his house he will surely say about his son which is my so call uncle coz he is my grandma god son… From the thing he said i feel that this uncle is not very filial huh… My impression of him is stil ok at first but after his marriage i think he change alot.. He married a china woman a few years ago.. After his marriage, he seldom go home le… from wat my ze gong say he only go home one or two time in a year… they even bought a flat which is quite far away from his dad house… As the only son, i feel that he didnt take good care of his parents….
Don know why today i have a lot feelings but don know how to explain… While goin home in the car, over heard the conversation between mummy and daddy. I feel that my daddy side de family members are not as friendly as i think. Although i live with my grandpa and aunite for around ten years of my life but i don feel the closeness compare to the family members over my mummy side… My gugu treat mummy and my uncle’s wife very differently de… Both is her sister in law but why like that leh… wat mummy buy or do i think she will say out if she is not happy abt it.. but for my uncle’s wife she jus smile and say oh is ok nvm de bla bla bla… Den today dear dear also not very lucky.. He met with an accident… Luckily he is not hurt… Actually im kinda worried abt dear dear at first when something happen to him… but later at nite he call me and tell me he felt better le.. Really feel relieved… Before that the feeling is so awful… don know how to describe this is the first time i got this feeling.. Den don know wat to do.. Cause feel like helping yet i cant do anything… feel like crying out yet cant cry heart very luan… luckily he call if not i sure cant slp… Finally i finish the presentation powerpoint… whaoo this post is rather long.. ive been typing so much thing which i nv notice haha… the thing which make me happy today is seeing those kids downstairs playing soccer in the rain.. they are really cute.. ten kids playing soccer and they are trying their best to balance themselves as the floor as too slippery. aiyah i should have take a picture of them… nv thought of it just now… Too bad.. im kinda tired now… Hope tina faster online…. Tina faster reach home…
I Feel Weak…
Today wake up at around 12 pm… Whao is been so long since i slept for so long… I was talking to dear last nite.. And i doze off while having a conversation with him… He call me so many times over the phone.. And i nv heard it..I think the medicine i ate really make me feel weak and sleepy.. Dear Dear hang de phone le he actually call ah mei to help me switch off my room’s light and put away my phone as im still holding my phone while im sleeping haha…Went to ah gong house in the afternoon.. Went there to see the fireworks as from my ah gong house we can see the fireworks from padang and marina there .. Is so nice.. Every year we will go there to see.. This year fireworks got new de still got star shape de very nice… But the ndp show was so boring that i dozed off on the chair..
Fun DAy
Today is a fun fill day… Actually today goin to airport with dear dear de, but in the end nv go le.. Den meet dear dear at amk for breakfast cum lunch… Den went far east to get the thing i wan … but in the end i jus manage to get the earring i long to buy de… dear oso bought a watch for me…
after tat meet mie they all at ceneleisure for k box session… Today k box session is fun.. We saw wilbus and we are so lucky that he came to our room hahhaha… let me post the pic later… He is so handsome.. mummy is so funny…. can feel that she had a lot of fun with us today… next time if got some more activities will ask mummy along…If not she alone at home very sian… since she get along so well with my frens haha..
RestLess
Today went to sch as usual but i feel totally restless today… I’m as blur as i can be… We are suppose to tap the card systen for the attendance.. I took out my card before I went in the lift, coz one of my class mate was in the same lift as me oso, so when we reach my class he tap the card n open the door and I went in oso. After i sit down den i realise I was holding to my card and I actually forget to tap the card for my attendance den I have to open the door again to tap the card.. haiz i’m so blurrr.. den whole day feel so tired and restless… Den for afternoon terrence class more worse.. Actually did listen to wat he is talking abt in the beginning but after he demostrate too long i become too sian le. Christina oso sian sian de den she doesnt look and behave like herself today… today she very hyperactive and she had a guan yin ma ma hair style hahaha…. three of us went off early before terrence finish his class hahaha… Den went to bugis a while before i go home coz tina they all wan to grap something to eat… Today den i finally noe wat is the odds for the foot ball match .. or maybe should i say how betting of soccer match is being carried out ? how they play with it…. I still find it nothing fun with it… My coughing is back again.. Don know why… i think i really must rest my voice… talk less hahahah… den it won be so itchy bah…good night i go slp le…Prepare for SinCity tmr…
Relieved Day
Today is Darren’s 19th birthday… Happy Birthday Darren hope u had a happy evening today…As usual, today went to sch for lesson.. Starting with james lesson den follow by Chris lesson…Chris class was kinda relax…coz he keep joking with us.. lu hui and jurcanie were being carried and thrown inside the bin by jason the whole scenario was so funny.. Chris even record the whole process down as we are learning how to use the video cam and the mic.. Darren was being film in too hahaa….Den after that we went to ate chong qing steamboat which we don find it worth the price haha…after that went bugis a while den went home…
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