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….Thoughts….



A list of things to do… Some i find it romantic although is jus so simple to achieve….



Tell her you think shes cool.

Tell her why you think shes so cool.

Smell her hair.

Talk to her in movie theatres.

Pick her up and pretend youre going to throw herin the river; she’ll scream and fight you butsecretly, she`ll love it.

Hold her hand and skip.

Hold her hand and run.

Just hold her hand.

Pick flowers from other peoples gardens and givethem to her.

Tell her she’s pretty.

Let her pay if she wants to.

Introduce her to your friends as the coolest girl youknow.

Sit in the park and talk to her.

JUST TALK TO HER.

Take her to the library.

TAKE HER ANYWHERE.

Tell her dirty jokes.

TELL HER HAPPY STORIES.

TELL HER SAD STORIES.

TELL HER YOUR STORIES.

TELL HER ANYTHINGTell her stupid jokes.

Write poems about her.Just walk with her.

Throw pebbles at her window.

When she starts swearing at you, tell her you loveher.

Take her to shows of bands shes never heard of.

Hold her hand in the mosh pit.

Let her fall asleep in your arms.

Call her.

Call her back if she calls you.

Sing to her, no matter how bad you are.

Carve your names into a tree.

Get her mad, then kiss her.

Give her piggy-back rides.

Go see her band play even if they really suck andtell her they were great.

Give her space if she needs it.

Push her on swings.

Stay up with her all night when shes sick.

Make up pet names for her but cool ones notsappy ones.

Teach her guitar.

Lend her your cds.

Write on her.

WRITE ABOUT HER.

Make her mixtapes.

Write her letters.

Take her to cool shops and let her take you toeven cooler ones.

Just hang out with her.

Listen to all the bands she mentions.

Dont tell her that her favorite bands suck.

When shes sad, hang out with her or stay on thephone with her, even if shes not saying anything.Buy her ice cream.

Let her take all the photos of you she wants.

Look into her eyes.

Slow dance with her even if the music is fast.

TELL HER A SECRET.

Kiss her in the rain.

JUST KISS HER.

TRUST HER.

LOVE HER.

BE YOURSELF AROUND HER.

CHERISH HER and when you fall in love with her tell her.

Happily Ever After ?
Kinda tired today… Maybe because last two days slp quite late… Woooo.. Today in the bus 133 goin home i slp until so shiock hahaaha… I sleep from the moment i found a seat on the bus… Den it was like a very long journey lor… i was slping until i wake up a while when i reach thomson there.. but i feel that i have already slp very long le leh… den i continue to slp lor.. but i wake up a few times to see where m i at … Finally i reach ang mo kio at around 6 i think…Today the Terrence’s lesson is so lorso he talk very long arh… Den have to wait until he finish his lesson den can go eat… Coz today we have two consecetive lesson… actually got half an hour break in between de, but jason soo show us a movie name M.. That show is so long den we over shot the time… So canot go break le.. straight away go lesson… From last nite i was thinking will there ever have a happily ever after ending for everybody love relationship… This term is always found in Fairy tales which we used to read it when we are young.. Princess always end up with her handsome white horse prince and live happily ever after..haha… But i still believe there will be happily ever after in real life de… SmileX
Slack Slack Slack…..
I find that im rather slack for the last few weeks.. Today start to really have that mood to draw le.. lol.. Today wake up at around 6 plus… Coz morning lesson mah… so tired den i take mrt to dogby gaught to meet fei…. the first thing we saw today is the Thaipusam.. Those indian guys poke those heavy heavy thing on their body.. I see liao waaa.. they don feel pain, i feel pain man… Today morning James class.. Always slack de his class… He nv teach much today oso keep talking and talking.. got la show us people’s works done in director.. Den we have our three hour break again… I hate having three hour break.. kinda waste time lor.. I rather skip my lunch and have my lesson continuosly… Had Xiao wan mian for lunch with fei and darren
Den Darren and i went to Raffles to look for christina and ju.. Den we went back to sch for chris lesson.. It seemed to be a long time since i saw Chris…He become fatter le.. His tummy so obvious now… When i hear his laughter … hahha cannot stop laughing hahaha… His lesson today is abt script writing.. Our final project is to write out a script for either drama, Documentary and etc.. I think i goin to do documentary bah.. actually not so sure yet la. Den after sch i went home but befor ethat i went to the value dollar shop to get something for our group work tmr… den walk home…. Fel so slpy when i reach home actually don intend to slp de.. But don kow why i see the news i start to doze off.. Den jus fell aslp.. Wake at around 8 to watch the xi guan da shao… oso had my dinner… Today watch the pilot show so sad… Su yi goin to die le… Den see the yi chen so regret… i was thinking hiaz really must treasure those people who love u and those people that u love.. If not will regret how?
24/01/2005
As usual.. Wake up at around 8 plus… Den do some of my drawings… Went out at around 11 plus.. to meet fei they all in sch. Coz i goin down to hand in my stuffs. I was absent on Thursday ma.. So today went to sch to hand in… Today from morning i no appetite le … den whole day nv eat much things only the curly fries which darren bought in the afternoon. den go home eat dinner cook by my mum… Drink so much water today oso.. Coz don feel like eating mah.. Den in order to don let my stomach go empty i have to drink water… Feel like vomiting oso… Feel like gas pushing out and not food lor…i think i need to buy sweets to bring along to sch le… Seeing a doctor is somehow a zao wan de shi… YY keep telling me to go see doctor to check my stomach… But i noe from young my digestive system is not very good le… Doctor got tell me before… Nowa days start to drink more water to help in my digestive system hahah… Today after handling my work accompany fei to shoot her stuffs… End up being her model again.. haha under such a hot sun .. So hot… but quite fun la.. Den we went to orchard to meet mie.. But fei went home first coz tonite she is working and she need to go home and have her beautiful slp.. Yy send me this while i blog half way… is a passage saying abt indigestion… Nv thought that it got so many symthoms lor.. Den most of it i got lor… Die le la

List of symptoms of Indigestion: The list of symptoms mentioned in various sources for Indigestion includes:

Abdominal pain

Burning feeling in the upper abdomen

Heartburn

Nausea

Abdominal bloating

Belching

Vomiting

Flatulence
After seeing this i think i better faster go see doctor hahaha….
No Title Blog
Today wake up very early. Went to my ah gong house to pray pray.. pray my grandmother… i bring my stuffs over to draw… After eating my lunch at my grandpa house I went out with zw and his fren… First time sit a car driven by my fren…. haha… Actually not very scary la.. But goin to reach home that time hab a small small shock la.. But coz i urgent to go toilet .. den nv think so much… Starting when I go out i feel so boring … But after a while i feel ok le.. Coz start to talk to his fren gf… But somehow still abit sian la don know why…hahaha…. When watching the movie i feel so tired… i was yawning thru out the show hahah.. so cold oso Today i oso drink alot of water… hahah .. Guess who i saw today? I get a shock when i see him hiaz… I saw raymond….. Actually nv notice him until zw tell me… When i see him my body feel so hard don know wat to say oso .. haha den chat with jun sheng a while . Den don know wat to say den i walk away hahha… Rach home at around 10… Feel so tired… i think i need to go slp soon le.. Hiaz Sian msn down….
….Tired….
Today wake up rather early. Coz im being waken up by two early birds… Actually nothing to do for the whole morning.. I was jus chatting and looking at friendster and fren’s blog so sian… Den around 11 plus i start to prepare to go out.. I went orchard today with Mie , Fei, Darren and Yy… Walk until my leg so suan… Should have wore my c/k flat flip flop and not the high heels… Walk until so tired .. But too bad la my flip flop the round round thing in front drop down den cannot wear… Today i bought one orange blouse which can oso be worn as a skirt.. Very te bie rite… hahah. Mie oso bought one she bought one white de…When i reach home mummy sat that blouse is nice.. i like that blouse a lot… Coz can be worn in alot of ways i can play with it … haha waaaa. Yawnnn so tired…
…Wat a Day…
Today wake up at around 6.45am.. den prepare myself to go to sch which my lesson start at 8.30am… On the way to sch, My slipper spoil… hiaz the round round thing in front drop out… luckily still can wear if not don know how m i goin to go sch… walk back home change sure late de lor…. Luckily is not obvious oso hahha… haiyoh start a day with this kind of thingss hahha … during graphic design lesson ask us wat we think of the sch campus and the stuffs ard the sch campus. Den i suddenly realsie our sch is really really not that good leh…. Everything oso don have.. den no need de don know put for wat… the canteen is the worst la. Space so small doesnt look like a canteen, food not nice, food so ex, so stuffy over there oso… den the sch building look like jtc building.. (this is wat pris say hahah ). The sign board so ugly hahaha…. After lesson darren and i meet fei to go have lunch… haha first time see fei wear cap to sch hahahah …. so cute… after lunch, so sian coz we got 3 hour break today… we slack slack walk walk here and there den suddenly we thought of one place to go… This is a place where we always go during year one hahaha… (suddenly kinda miss the time when we are in year one) the place is parklane i think so haha…. don remember wat isthe building call beside peace centre de… we went there to play gunbound… Woooo is been a long time sinc i touch gunbound… coz my com somehow corrupted den the gunbound cannot open.. since den i nv go and do anything to it. So cannot play lor… Feel so fun playing maybe becoz long time nv play le bah den still can be so accurate hahaha…. after that we went back to class for leson… Having animation…. In class i still can write bulletin leh hahah… of course during break la…. animation today is quite fun we learn how to draw a human figure using three d max… Den i realise that last sem we really didnt learn much on three d max leh… That Wilfred don know teach wat de leh… cannot understand.. Den yesterday heard from Erasmus that Wilfred is in hospital le.. Feel kinda sad.. Coz last sem i heard that Wilfred coz illness den cannot live long le… Den so fast hear him in hospital le suddenly feel that life is kinda short so we must treasure the one we love around us… Quick faster go and tell the one u love that u love him / her arbo no chance …. den don regret arh ?… (hahah but to me usually i won tell the person i like him unless he tell me he like me first hahaha ) ….After lesson, We accompany fei wait for her “someone” but didnt manage to see that some one leh… Luckily we didnt continue to wait arh… Coz “someone” left sch at around 7 plus…. Back home…. Drawing drawing drawing… so sian of drawing …. Don really have the mood to draw this few days… don know why… is either i cannot really draw wat i wan or i cannot really figure out wat to draw… Haiyoh feel really so sian… Rong hong oso don know why keep asking me out… Still ask me to go holiday with him siao… still say he will take care of me de..Jus when i thought i got nothing to think liao… Den suddenly got so much thing to think… haiyoh….Can i don think?..haiyoh Don know is too much thing in my mind or wat…. But hor is seems that nothing is bothering me leh Maybe got la is jus that i don wish to mian dui only….This few days oso let me realise one thing.. “Nothing Is Impossible” Coz the thing which i don think got any chance of possible actually happen le… Get A Shock out of My Life .. Until now i still don really wan to believe hahaha….Thats why i don know how to gib an ans… Den my stomach another thing.. always gib me probelm de… can suddenly pain and turn and turn… haiyoh den care le la.. Die die la
….SinginG Session….

Today wake up quite early coz lesson start at 8.30am (SIANZ…..) .. But luckily James class is not that Boring afterall… I find it rather slack leh… We only learn a few basic step for director den break half an hour ( their so call “fresh air” break). Actually during my break i was suppose to call YY to wake up but don know why i forget abt this thing hahaha… I thought of it suddenly when our class finish… Luckily canon people call him arbo i really get a scolding from him…. PHEW….. After lesson Darren and i meet yy at ps coz suppposely darren meet his fc fren to collect something but don know that person nv turn up leh… Today not much appetite.. Bought the grilled chicken rice yet cannot finish it. Left quite alot (haiyoh so Waste food) …. After eating fei come and meet us den we walk from ps to cineleisure to meet mie and xy.. We went k box aftertat….Sing for quite long..We also take alot of very cute pictures there haha… i reach home quite late oso around 9… Luckily nv miss the pilot show.. but i miss the Tang ger~~~~(Xi guan Da shao)…… hahahHad a wonderful day…. But end up very slpy…
…..Tired…..
Today had my History lesson in the early morning… Waaa i tell u so boring man… Jason Soo lesson is so boring.. Year one he teach us photoshop still ok, this year this sem he teach me history …..arH… really boring leh… i prefer last sem taught by Chris at least more livelier …This morning is really a torture to me hahaha… I am very tired le.. yet his lesson he was talking and talking and i don even know wat he talking abt den while his teaching he can walk here and there walk there and here to talk … make my eyes so giddy… Den show us one movie which i find it so boring. Last week he have already shown us the same movie but the image is very blur.. Den this week he get a better image quality de he show us again… But too bad la for i start to slp when he switch off the lights to show us the movie .. For both session i oso slp… too tired le … don know why… Den after all my lesson today, Fei , darren , thomas and i went to suntec a while den after that i went back to my sch there to meet Mie and YY. Mie’s fren Xiu yan and Jia hui oso join us, den after that went to parco bugis to walk … Walk until i so sian so tired Maybe i almost everyday go there so i feel abit boring la .ahahha … Whao it has been so long i felt that my eyes goin to close soon… I can feel the tiredness in my eyes now… I think i goin to slp soon… If not tmr got no energy to accompany mummy go shopping le… If don go she sure nag de… Say i always accompany my fren go out nv accompany her go out … hahah… Tmr must be my mummy de guai nu er…. Accompany her go wherever she wants to go …

…..Fun…..
Today went to sch quite late coz afternoon lesson… Although is a short day but is Fun… Went to PS for my lunch + Breakfast. Ate the Grilled chicken rice which i had not eaten eat for a long time… den actually i wanna go and buy the bra de hahah but fei say no time le ask me to come back tmr hhaha ….. Today lesson was quite fun … But i prefer yesterday de graphic design coz group work i feel so relax and fun .. Find that all my class mates all very fun… after lesson, darren, marc and me accompany rac to wait for her “someone”. While waiting we shoot some photo.. When i think back i find it so stupid yet is fun hahah … Darren fei peiwen and i pose and form the word NAFA.. in front of the sch signboard hahaha…

Is so FAR yet is so NEAR



Actually don intend to go out today.. Suddenly remember I have some research to do. So I went to Ang Mo Kio library but didnt get much research leh. Cannot really find anything there. After that I meet Euston there coz he wanted to pass me the present he bought for me for our one year de… When i saw him i have a feeling of kinda weird. Is like somehow he is like a stranger to me.. But when he walk away le don know why my tears wan to fall but i control it… When i went to the toilet i saw the present he gave me.. Don know why i cannot control le.. the present is the piggy marshmellow pillow which i like when we are still together… he told me don waste money to buy la so in the end we nv buy…. At first my thinking is that i rather he don gib me this pillow but after that yy told me to treat it as a memories don think so much.. So after i cool down i hope my thinking won run wild again… Anyway is a pillow . Don cry over it le ok… Be Strong.. U can do it de

::Pleasant Day::
Today is quite a pleasant day for me. Wake up at around 11 plus… Ate the nasi lemak my mummy bought for me…Den slack a while go and have my bath den sit down and watch … This week eposide is somehow the first climax coz the lead actor found that the lead actress is a hoax… But i cant finish the whole eposide haha Coz i went to meet my pri sch fren who i have not seen for almost six years…. We went to Bishan junction 8 to walk walk…. have his lunch, follow by a movie…. We watch Meet the Folkers… i find the lead actor, Gaylord Fockers familiar… CAn anyone tell me izzit the one who acted Starsky and Hutch… Coz thru out the whole show i cannot think of it.. until now i still wondering hahaha. After movie we went home. Having dinner and watching ren ci at the same time… Actually i don have much thing to write … trying to fork out something to update my blog haha … Arbo i see liao oso sian…
Two days’ Blog
Well actaully i enjoy myself for this two days… Coz went to k box and did something which i like it very much…..And………. that is Singing. But coz me around almost 20 dollars for two days .. Die la need to save money le… Well actaully nothing to write la … getting more and more lazy to write my blog…. But i jus hope that everyday i can be as happy as this two days… And hope don think of silly things everynite …. So i can get enough slp … Sch start to early so always not enough slp.. den afternoon lesson i always feel like slping de.. hiaz sian.. But timetable change again… There will be no lesson on every monday le change to friday le… Woohoo den i got long weekend leh …. hahahaha
First day of Sch
Today is the first day of sch… As per normal i wake up at 7 .. Den prepare myself for sch.. Today get my last sem result and time table for this sem… k la all not bad… at least all pass la….Actually not feeling very well today…Slight headache and my stomach don know why keep turning like that …. hee hee i don know how to describe … making me very pain at the adomen… Finisj sch at around 10 plus after lunch we meet fei and go walk walk at Bugis… Fei bought one Topshop shirt which i find that it look really good on her, but make her look more like Olinda.. haha.. Den later Darren ,Marc and me went to Orchard to meet Mie… Den we went to This fashio i bought one jeans jacket and mie bought one blouse… den go home le…When i reach hom ei start to feel my stomach more painful… but i still can endure la the pain…..
Lonliness

Suddenly i have a sense of lonliness, i lost someone who is with me for the past one year…. I don really wish the ending is like this.. But i don seems to have a choice… Everything will not be the same for me again le… Readapting to new life for the new year… Hiaz nothing to write also…. :(